Chapter 1
Author: Jujuneechan
Disclaimer: they do not belong to me
135 yen = about 1 euro (Thanks to my torturer)
Enjoy
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A room barely lit by daylight
A new day
Banale
Dark
-Help me a little damn
He stood by the sides of his pants
The wheelchair was just a few steps behind him
But it was heavy
The other remained inert in her arms, leaving wear
A weight
-Go serve you in your right leg
There was almost
The other remained inert , making no effort
He did not really helped
-Koki
He lifted it back up to the cen ge
A little
-Damn
A breath
Relief
A sit
A weight removed
Finally
Daily
Every day, he repeated these gestures
He washed
He dressed
It the deposited in his chair
Daily
And one that does not help him
He hated
Why you do that ;?
Being looked down
The eyes filled with fear. Always
A fist thrown against a wall
Anger
-fuck you know it's hard for me. You think I'm superman. SHIT!
He was angry
So
He was tired
He wanted to scream
He wanted to leave his hatred spilling
It frightened
So
was not what he wanted
Not
was not what he wanted
He wanted him to understand
He wanted him to understand
It was so hard
His body bore hardly
His mind could not stand
He was tired
He wanted help
He wanted to react
But what what he could expect from him
The other was decreased
Conditions. His left leg paralyzed. His right arm stuck to fingertips
heads. His mind sometimes reduced to that of a child, sometimes reduced to that of a madman
He declined
Yes
So
But it was not completely helpless
It was half a man
His right leg was not paralyzed
His left arm was not blocked
They were not paralyzed
They were not dead
They were fragile, trembling, weak
So are the members of a newborn
But he knew
He knew he could try
He had even hoped
Both hoped
Despite doctors
Despite their lack of hope
Despite their disastrous prediction
He had hoped that one day he again become a man
Integer
But he did not react
He sank deeper into this chair
In this world he had built
In this half-life
He rested on him
Completely
Too
He sighed
The other was curled up Similarly, frightened
The other did not understand
He does not understand either
Sadness
-You hungry?
A nod to answer
-It is 11:30. Do you prefer breakfast or lunch?
He had the choice. Always
He loved
-Breakfast
His voice
Still trembling
She é silent in the image of its members valid
Few assured, less
For disability
For fear
Good, go for a lil 'breakfast'
A squealing tire
a wheelchair pushed
A routine
- Kazu-nii?
-Yeah
... "I could have ... mousse ... to ... chocolate?
A smile
Her chocolate mousse
A look that is nostalgic
He had always been greedy
-Yeah. You have not really helped this morning ... as usual ...
He laid it in front of the kitchen table
The other looked down. still feel guilty It
He also
He was wounded
He knew
But ...
'll worry-Yeah, on one condition ...
The other looked
His eyes had turned back
"You try hard to eat alone
The other could use his left hand
It trembling, fragile
But it could just
It was a little
-D has agreed ... ...
A smile
Two
He loved
-jte give your meds first.
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closed to other
Open it
Only
He did not want him
He refused aides, doctors, chaperoning
He only needed him
The hospital visits were hell, the other refusing to leave the apartment to reach
They had thereforebeen minimized
Only a physiotherapist came
Again, it was closed
Heeding not
Do not communicating
not moving
Person
He tolerated person
Apart from him
Him who nevertheless seemed so hard
Him who nevertheless rejected it
It only wanted him, no matter what could make him
They were there in their little room, the sound of silence breaking television
The other had his eyes fixed on images paraded
At first they went for a walk in the park district
Making the same journey
Crossing the same houses
Crossing MOEs ; my corner
Crossing the same people
And over time they had reduced the output
past year, they became less frequent, rare
He was tired of the weight raise
The other was tired all short
For another, the television had served as deputy
He spent most of his time sleeping or watching television
Zapping at will
not swallow it all the images he saw
No, he chose
cartoons and documentaries found favor in his eyes
Paradoxically, it was a horror film and the information in adoration
He never understood why
It was not even on the other understood what & rsquo and he saw
But
But he left to
It was cowardly. He knew
He left front of the TV for one reason
please Him?
No, it would hide behind a lie
Not
He left to do to have peace
Neither more nor less
He behaved like a parent who wanted to get rid of her baby a little laborious
Simply
A coward
Today was a documentary on the largest butterflies in the world. He had saved the day
He loved butterflies
That also did not understand it
It dated back to last year. He had seen a documentary on it
He had not sought to understand
No, he did not look, preferring to fill his love for butterflies rather than blame him
He had offered her a necklace with a butterfly, few months ago
The other spent his time stroking his good hand
As currently
He smiled
It was cute, absorbed by the be on the small screen
It was rare that he can observe in this way
He remained in this room only on Sunday afternoon when he was in the accounts of the grocery
It was below the apartment. They had inherited after the death of their parents
He ran like he could
He was young
He knew nothing about business management
And then he had his brother to take care
He never opened the store that afternoon and half the night after having fed and lying
He dealt with it the rest of the time
On Sunday, he opened it that evening
He took the opportunity to make the accounts and remained with him
It was difficult
State Aid not high, he could not afford to stop
But they survived
was a neighborhood grocery store but it was enough to to live
Yeah that was enough, he had no hobby anyway
His time was divided between the store and apartment
His time was divided between walls
These walls
He had no life
Neither he nor his brother
His brother
He still had not dropped his necklace
A smile
It was cute
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... & hellip ; ... ... ... ..
It was past 7:30 p.m.
He was tired but he had to go to work
They ate
He had slept in bed
It was not easy. As always
He was tired
Weariness
-Kazu-nii?
Yes
He still enjoyed a chocolate mousse
He looked happy
"You know & hellip , the largest ... ... butterfly ...
again its butterflies
Yes?
"He called it ... ... ... Queen Alexandra A ... ... Alexandra
Ah yes
-It measures .... Thirty ... thirty-two centers ... ... timetres
"He is beautiful?
Yes
"You want me to furnish the documentary?
He had installed a television in the bedroom and recently an old VCR he had found in his father's business
The show is already equipped, they had settled there
Another felt less lonely night
He fidgeted
"Yes ... yes .. it .. please ... nii-chan ... yes
He smiled
The documentary was really please him
-Okay, okay. I'll put it up and I will work
Yes
"I'll try not go too late eh?
A smile
Yes
-In case of problems, there is Talki
Yes nii nii .. Shan
Bien
In reality, he was a baby monitor
He always carried with him the second
Thus, he could hear it when he was in the shop
He had some so keep an eye on him
At first it was not easy to implement
The other refused to let him go
Crying
Screaming
Calling for help
He had been slow
It took him understand
By sweet words
by word reasoned
By anger also
By shouting, much
He had been slow
It rose more rarely
The other is called almost more Looking
his screen
fell asleep waiting for his return
It rose almost more
Is that going when one of his nightmares was too violent
close earlier, when & rsquo and he did not hear him snoring
"Here, you only need to start it as you can do
Yes ... thank you .. Kazu nii-
-Go I'll
-Bisou
was their ritual
Always
Before he leaves for groceries
The other pointing his forehead with his left hand flickering
The other asked him a kiss
Always
Yes
He kissed
As always
He loved
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0:34
Hum
He had the baby phone glued to ear
He sighed, relieved
He had taken time to sleep
He had watched the documentary twice
He put the baby monitor behind Dr. counter
He had stocks. Tomorrow was the day of delivery
He had a few people this week. He should command a bigger than usual
He was tired
Normally, he would close at 2:00
There was not a cat. Maybe he could close earlier
He was tired
He was to receive delivery tomorrow morning
If closed, he could rest a bit more
He sighed
It was not very professional
Even if the week had been pretty good, groceries did little high profits
In fact, he did not care that much was enough to make him live and his brother
But it would perhaps not always like that. No surely not
The neighbor told him that the local street in front had just bought
Yeah supposedly the new owner was very young and very beautiful
She did not know what he would do
He just hoped that this is not a new competition
Before, it was an old bakery that had closed there are 5 or 6 years. Maybe more, it was unclear
At the time he did not care about these things
Yeah, at the time
Sigh
Hi-
A burst
He had not seen happen
- Sorry, I did not want to surprise you
It was brown, eyes the same color, large enough
He seemed to have age, perhaps more
Just
He smiled
-You seemed lost in thought
He had a small laugh
He looked happy
"I pay you that and I do not mind more
From ice ; Aloe Vera
It was in the middle of February
The other had really twisted tastes
-You must find it weird? A guy who eats ice cream in this weather?
He had a nervous laugh
Shrug
I am a trader. As long as you buy, what you buy I do not care
A surprised laugh
"You are honest at least you
A merry laugh
A laugh living
-145 yen
A radiant smile
Still
-Here
It had been the backup
-Thanks
"But thank you, it rids me of my little pieces
A happy laugh
Still
-Well I'll go
He nodded
-good evening e you and good luck with closure
He made a little gesture of the hand
Then went
Good evening
Good luck
He e ; rude tee
The other had shown kindness
He had not stopped smiling
He laughed merrily
Yeah
He breathed life
Him
He was not breathing anything
He envied
He hated
He was tired
Deeply
A sizzling
-Kazu-nii ... Kazu-nii
Yeah
He was tired
;
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continued ...
Good blabla which is useless, you can spend your way ^ ^
I sorry for the wait. I had serious doubts about my style. I came to write more too. Let's say that after reading some fics, you get to the complexes. But hey, someone screwed up a big kick in the ass (virtually I mean) and here we go again.
I intend to do some last this fic, not forever but I'll take my time with this story. I do not want it moving too fast. The chapters are not equal, some will be short of other longer. I write based on what I want to tell so ... Otherwise, given the length of my chapters (ahem), I promise a chapter every week or every two weeks high max.
I just want to say to finish (I know I'm boring) I think there is always something of ourselves in what we write: his character, his desires his views or simply his life. But even if so, I do not preach. This is a story, you take it as you want.
That ended blabla
Thanks for your encouragement and your kindness
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