Chapter 3
Author: Jujuneechan
Disclaimer: Yeah well, you know what! They are not mine ....
TT Sorry for the delay. I would forgive: 3
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9:30
He always woke up at the same time
Also at the same time
the gnawing habit
His body
His mind
Both were impregnated by routine
An alarm was unnecessary
Every morning, he opened his eyes
Every morning, he found himself facing him
Also at the same time
One who awakens gently
A routine that begins
-Kazu-nii
Hi-Koki
Bon ... day
The other gave him a smile every morning as
And like every morning, he replied
-Did you sleep well?
-Or ... yes
Bien
They shared the same bed
They slept together in the room the other
Always
He had his own room
There never slept
The first time was he
The first time he could not leave him alone
He was afraid
The other was fragile
fear it disappears
This fear had burst
He slept beside him
He waited for the other falls asleep
He fell asleep in turn
Waking several times
In sweat ;
Panicked
Worried
The other sleeping peacefully
Breathable
Alive
At first it was him
In Initially, it was his own fear that prompted him to never let
And the habit
The habit had settled in the heart the other
He would not sleep alone
He woke
He shouted
He called for help
He needed ê ; be reassured
He could not blame him
His own fear was fueled his
Then there was
With him
In this bed
Always
He rose slowly
He stretched slowly, waking her tired body
-Go, toilets and a shower
A nod for response, together with a smile
He approached the chair with the pot
blankets from
bed collapsing
-We will go
-O .. yes
-Ca va? You're not too eager?
-A ... a little
-Okay, we'll have to help me then
Yes
He knew
The other was layer
He felt nothing
The other was the refrain
He lifted his upper body gently
He straightened up, letting his back rest against the headboard of the bed
He put his legs over the side, leaving them hanging in the void
And like every morning
It l & rsquo ; encircled her arms
Slowly
And like every morning
He lifted
Slowly
Koki-Go, you can do
The other clung to him as he could
Taking awkwardly on his leg
Shaking her body
"It is good. I'm going back. Serve on thy right leg
Nothing to do
A weight
The other was resting on her
Completely
The other e ; silent heavy
Too
-Koki. You can do, move a bit your leg, go
It was heavy
So
But it had to be patient
It should persevere
Despite his anger
Despite his doubts
Despite his weariness
He could not stop believing
Never
A voice
patience
An encouraging voice
"That's right, go
The other tried
The other had moved his right leg
Just
The other tried
Just
He recoiled
-That. Almost there
He turned
The other clutched his left hand
The other squeezed with all his might
Another moved his right leg
Just
He lowered his pajamas
He slid his diaper
-Ca is
The other was sitting
The other had tried
Just
He smiled
"It is well Koki
-Kazu-nii ... .. I can ...
" Wait, I will lead us to the bathroom
He preferred
him do it in the room, this was not the problem
Not
It He did not care
He wanted just that the other does not feel uncomfortable
He wanted to alleviate the discomfort
He wanted to annihilate the shame
So they did it all
The other was its needs
He also
Then he cleaned
Then he washed
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Bathroom
A spacious shower
Two chairs
Two men
Nudes
Together
He had set a chair on the floor of the shower
He was installing on when he was washing
Every other day
order not to tire him, he washed the bed
Every other day
Filling a small basin
Turning a glove on his body damaged
Today, he took a shower
And as always, he took with him
Still, he sat on a chair in front of him
Still, he laid bare before him
He always took the time
it turns jet
Hot water flowing over their two bodies
A haze the surrounding, protecting
Their world
A fragrance lavender soap slipping between the fingers
A ritual that always began the same way
A ritual that we had learned to love
So
a paralyzed left leg, fingers wrapped by magnets
One leg caressed
Gently
A soap impregnated skin
A fragrance that is released
One who gently rubs
Fully
Beginning with the toes
Dating back to the groin
A right leg wrapped in turn
Delicately
Always gently
A soap tickle belly
A smile
Two
A laugh
hands softly back toward the shoulders
The massage just
coaxing a tired neck
Delicately
Always gently
A right arm off, surrounded by loving hands
The lightly caressing
The rubbing Carefully
A fist rubbed thoroughly
A fist that sought to liberate
Slowly
A left arm surrounded in ; turn
Delicately
Always gently
One who washes his turn sitting
front of his opposite
Always
A ritual that continues
One who stands behind his fellow
A head tilted back
Blink
A sigh
Hair washed
a massage
As always, he began the same way
As always, it ended the same way
And as always, he took the time
He loved
A body like
A protected body general
A ritual ended
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4:13 p.m.
A neighborhood grocery store
Two men
A busy store a radius
The Another helped him clumsily
The other was returned several times
the evening often
Coming an hour or two before closing, disappearing into the night
Post noon, some times
The caregiver in its tasks, disappearing before it ends
the other familiarly but never called him by his first name
No, & rsquo ; other did not call
He spoke
He never stopped talking
Everything and nothing
banality
extraordinary things
He knew nothing of the other
The other knew nothing about him
asked him nothing
Do not revealing his secret
Another intrigued
Completely
He wanted to ask thousands of questions
He wanted to know why
Why the smile?
Why force this?
Why these words?
Why him?
He wants
But he never asked
He does not really understand
It did not matter
He knew nothing of the Another
Yes he knew nothing
But it did not really matter either
And then there she began to ; pounce on me. A real fury
He smiled
Yeah it did not really matter
"I swear it's all because I had the misfortune to eat late. No, but you realize 3-minute delay, 3 minutes. But how did she do to find out. She has an alarm in the stomach or anything!
He laughed
The other also
"I hit you all the time with my nonsense. Sorry, you work
"It is good
The other smiled embarrassed
The other was really beautiful
He was not stupid
The other was there for something
He suspected it
The other did not spend much time here for anything
The other did not want to just be his friend
He saw clearly
It does not bother him
He had not necessarily attractive to men
In fact, since the accident, he had no attraction for anyone
He did not want anything
It does not ex Sirait nothing
It was like asexual
Do preferring neither women nor men
He was attracted to someone
Although, the other intriguing
Even if the other was a breath of air
Even if the other did smile
Even if the other did react
Slowly
And say a cat is supposed to bring good luck. It's ...
-Hello
The other turned
He clenched
He knew that voice
And to think that the day; e was going rather well
-Akanishi-san, I am delighted to see you
Me as well, Chisato-san. How are you?
They knew
They exchanged small talk
He continued to store products
The conversation did not inte esting not
This woman annoyed him
He hoped she would not stay long
He did not listen
She was godmother
He could not stand
She could not stop talking
to reveal his life
spread his past
D'é Taler its present
And that he did not want
Not that he was ashamed of his brother
Perhaps that the other knew
Perhaps the other had mercy on him
He knew nothing
He wanted things to remain as they were
He did not know
He did not know that the other
He did not want advice
He did not look
He did no judgments
He did not want pity
He wanted things to remain as they were
He wanted to breathe again
-Kazuya-chan, you should talk to Akanishi-san Your brother
His body tensed
He clenched his fists
No, shut up
He did not want
He wanted to breathe
Still
Hush
Hush
He did not want it to stop
His body trembled
You see Ka ...
-You ' are not come with your dog today? Usually I always see you with this adorable Bichon
-Oh Akanishi-san, you do not know the evil that happens. My poor little Sakura, if you knew
He looked
Why?
The other was a concentrated air
The other was listening to the old woman complaining
Why?
Did he ...
-She walks away. I do not understand what is happening. Do what you can do something?
He frowned
Is what he could do something?
What does it mean?
The other was a veterinarian?
He did not know
He knew nothing of the other
Chisato-Sorry-san. I dont mind that human beings
He chuckled
-but check out my sister. She knows animals well. It was she who saved our cat
You think she wants to take good care of my daughter
Yes, otherwise it will show you someone very well. Go ahead, it has a beat between 16h30 and 17h today. Tell him that you just my part
"It's really very kind of you Akanishi-san. I go to that step. Goodbye, goodbye Kazuya-chan
-bye
-bye Chisato-san
He lives across the street
He lives along the
He saw her rushing into a building
He stared
The purchase of the former bakery
He had forgotten
He turned to him
was the new owner
He had completely forgotten ;
He looked surprised
He had never seen any where else came
He had never seen where the other off again
He had never paid attention
He never looked to see
This has never been important
He turned his gaze to the local
He squinted
In view of the front, it was not a trade
The other said care for human beings
What was he doing?
Who was he?
The other smiled
Good, I'm going to spin
Her smile was warm
His gaze also
Why ;?
Why the smile?
Why this life?
Why?
Who was he?
I iron tonight
Heat still
From the air finally
-You do not have. Finally, I mean ... not waste your time here. You're probably more things to do
Her smile expands
One hand on heart
A theatrical poses
A shocked look
"My god, I'm mortified. You drive me from thy dwelling
The other squatted on the ground
The other assumed a contrite
sulking falsely
Sniffing overly
- I cry in pain. You're too cruel
He laughed
What the other was con
He envied
Both
-T 'es con
He straightened
He smiled, not offended
I know. See you tonight
He smiled back
Decidedly
The other was not commonplace
-Yeah
A final hello
One last smile
He saw him from then rush into the building in front
Who was he?
He smiled
He wanted to know
Maybe it mattered finally
Maybe that would include other
Perhaps one would listen
Perhaps one would speak to him
Yes maybe it mattered
For the first time, he was eager to go to work
For the first time he felt like a new habit settles
Yeah
The other was not commonplace
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7:35 p.m.
He smiled foolishly
Damn it was the effect a schoolgirl
It looked like an idiot
He did not know why
The idea to further review
The idea to hear him rant bullshit nonsensical
The idea to know more
He did not know why
But for the first time long
For the first Once, he was excited
For the first time, something awakened her curiosity
He did not know
Why him?
He did not know
Maybe he cracked him
He shook his head
Should not exaggerate
Not
The other intrigued
Too
He wanted to know
He wanted to know
the The other came from his routine
The else out of his confinement
Many
There was it
Yeah there was that it
-Kazu-nii?
-Koki Sorry, my head was elsewhere
He smiled
The other replied
A thin smile
The other had a sad
A look hazy
He frowned
What was happening?
Something wrong?
The other was not feeling well?
A worried voice
-Ca va? You do not feel well?
Another nie
Looking tired
-N .. no ...
The other was perhaps be sick?
Yet he had eaten well tonight
The other was perhaps wrong somewhere?
An anxious voice
-Koki, you're hurting somewhere?
"No ... it ... it will
A smile
mask
-Bisou Kazu-nii
;
He looked anxious
Something wrong
Definitely
The other had not pointed to his forehead as usual
Something wrong
A worried look
A secret fear
-Koki
He saw clearly
The other seemed about to cry
The other clung
7:47 p.m.
He sighed
He turned
Steps
A light extinguished
One who leaves
silence
One who finds himself alone
One who grieves
One who closes his eyes to keep from crying
A rustling
clothes falling
A silence broken
Blankets raised
A body that joins another
bed shared
Eyes that open
A voice that trembles
-Kazu-nii?
-I saw a moth last night. It was downright ugly
A smile
Relief
He knew
The other did not want him to go
The other would not be alone tonight
A fear that fades
A calming
Yes ... I & hellip and I have them ... ... not like them ...
-Yeah me either. Really too ugly
He whispered
"It is true that there are 200,000 species of butterflies?
220 000 -2 ... ... and ... there ... there ... everywhere in the mo ... the world ...
Ah yes
Whisper A cocoon
-Or ... Yes ... except ... except ... Year Ancar ... Antarctica ... tick ... and ...
He let him speak, speaking time time
Il le laissa raconter ce qu’il savait
Il attendit patiemment qu’il finisse ses phrases
Il l’écouta attentivement
Ne voyant que lui
Ne pensant qu’à lui
Oubliant tout le reste
Se plongeant dans son monde
Leur monde
A eux
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