Author: jujuneechan
Disclaimer: the characters do I own not ... boo!
Pairing: Akame. NC 17
ATTENTION violence, strong coarse language, explicit
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I'm gay
Gay at Gay
I like men and assume
Well I not shout from the rooftops either. To be happy live in hiding eh!
must say that the boss would let me do my never coming out. Too much money at stake tolerate my sexuality as it comes out of private
Yeah it is tolerant because I'm his goose that lays golden eggs. Saw the head he drew when he found out, you can be sure it was not good news ZE big
Honestly you steps you a guy, a girl or two, I'm typing. Worry that any the world is willing
Moreover, bi, they got it all. No seriously. Twice as many choices for twice the fun
Good me what I could not. I tried the women. But let's say "Kazu-chan" was far from resembling the tower of Pisa
My entourage is aware
It not e was easy for everyone
My mother saw his future grandchildren disappear
My father gently reminded him that she was already a grandmother. Him, he had long understood that I was rather carrot apricots
My brothers would be downright impossible
My friends in baseball have been well. Finally took it all. They did not care. They were more worried by the ridiculous my costumes (sometimes, admittedly costumes JE is a little, a lot of loose) as for my sexuality
My friends supported me show-biz. After all ... in this business.
Ueda looked at me and shrugged. Such as "frankly you teach me something"
Nakamaru told me about sex. A mother hen power
Taguchi me a hug and friendly one of his jokes at the con (for once I found it funny, I relaxed this con)
Koki m & rsquo ; gave a nod "if one day I spend on the other side of the force, you will be the first to know, kame-chan"
No, the review of the reactions were quite positive
And then there it
He made you look, this look garbled
A simple nod. Nothing more, nothing less
And things resumed as if nothing had happened
You were well
You could not 't exhibit with a guy in public (you could not with a girl not anyway). But you were born. You were How queer to paradise!
Until now ...
It's been one year since your revelation ....
He was there in their box. Lost in his thoughts. Love you know what he thinks. But it's more about you he trusts long
Yeah it was a lease they talked more than the bare minimum. More contacts either. Not enemies. No friends either
You place your hand on his shoulder
- Akanishi, will repeat ...
- CLEAR
- ....
- not touch me
Shock
Eyes angry ( scared?) deal with incredulous eyes, surprised
- Sale ... PD dirty
pain. Disappointment. Disgust
The other leaves the room
You're there
Broken
was 4 months ago about
Since this is war between us
We speak except to insult. It will not hit. Too much bullshit to hide the marks
He has always been the most tolerant of us. All the same. Jap or not, heterosexual or not.
He spends his time belittling me when others have turned their backs
"You're too mannered" chick leaves is not something for you "" Desires! The fag. "
A me take his eyes full of contempt and hatred
I understood nothing.
Why me? Why only me?
It touched me and it either did not understand 'em
I avoided him at max, accepting job on job. I did not sleep well ... if I was asleep. Face of an undertaker when you hold us.
Not wanting me to play "Nobuta wo produce", 40 kg and kind of fly ass, I plowed
no question that it overtake me. That's what I thought. You talk
It affected me. It affected me brothel. So much that I came to ask me to con. It gnawed at me. Too
Jeez was not the first asshole homophobic I passed. Even in my neighborhood (well not near) y 'were not tender
Why? Because it was him?
I understood nothing
I was living hell.
And it was shit
... ... ..
9:45 p.m. showers gym Private JE
Exercises finished. I'm gutted. A shower and after it in my living room rug
Hold the light. But you were alone in the room
Damn
You're in front of you, the asshole you to t'évertue ; avoid like the plague undressing
Obviously rehearsals for the concert ended later. It is not uncommon to pass by the gym to shower before returning
Damn
He notes your presence and you see
You see his eyes light up. Intense. Too
- Stop drooling
- ; ...
- Pfff
- Qu ...
- ; you disgusts me
Damn
He begins to slowly make you shit
- Stop dreaming Akanishi
- ....
- Goes down Burnet. Straight people, you tend to believe you irresistible
You spend next to him. It stretches. It is upset. He loves you not answered. Asshole loves dominate huh?!
you lay your business. You are about to undress you alone. You forget. Yeah you forget. Breathe. Cool. Stoic. Perfect man what
- shabby
- ...
- Tu me donne send the gerber.
Breathe
- Tu two penser qu'à ç ; the huh?
- What! voice trembles
Anger
- Te raise
- ...
- ; Your m'écœures. T'es qu'un minable
Breathe. Calme
- Sale tap ....
BAM
- WHORE! YOU ARE GOING TO CLOSE THE SHUT
A body propelled against a wall
A hand grabs a t-shirt
Anger
- FOR WHICH YOU TAKE YOU SHIT
- ; LOOSE ME
A plated body a bit more against a wall
gasping
Glance filled with hate and something else too
- off me
- ...
- Coward-ahh me. Damn!
You feel you cons
You feel his heart beating
You feel panic
Why?
And there
You see
You see what had you ever seen in his dark eyes
In yeah the gene but also of desire.
Damn desire
Shit
Jin Akanishi feeling of desire for you. A man
P'tain that's the best
- Ah ! I'm a lousy
- ...
- A salt PD. Hein jin?
- Ou ... Ouais ...
A simple murmur
A trouble Lié à la proximité
A press corps here if
Two hands brought over a head
A knee that slips between two legs
- ; What ... what are you doing ??!!!
Panic
Friction
A body that is struggling
A blast on a skin reddened with anger, effort and desire
- My word, do j'te effect
- Fuck. Leave me shit
A more intense friction
gasps
tension
A body contracted by ... pleasure?
A hand that imprisons two sisters
Another caressing. Gently
- Stop-ahh-stop that
- ...
- Ka ... kame
lips that arise in a neck
Kisses light and no longer supported, stronger
A groan
body rubbed against the dominating corps dominé
- Han… st…stop
- Stop ?
- ….
A hand on a belly contracted descending to be on ...
- ; Ahhh ... ka
- ...
- Hmmm
A caress pressing
- You're hard Jin
- Ahhhh-Hann
- ; You're hard against me. You're hard for me
- Ahhh ... ahhhh ... hnn
- And it's me you treated violently PD
He was angry
Yeah that the would not
He had to live hell for weeks. He had felt humiliated, dirty
All for what. Because this was a con repressed. Because he did not assume. Because he did not fulfill his desire
- You want me jin
- Han ... kame
- I am the pathetic ???!!
- ....
- REPLIES!
- N ... No. Hmm
A kiss violent. A mouth ravaged, raped by another
A body capitulates
Two hands released that fall along a body.
Two more hands that are busy on a belt.
Heat
Want
- Kame ....
- What? you always want me to stop, perhaps?
- Hmmm ... I
- swollen You jin. You're swollen in my hand
- Ahh ... hmmm
A pleasure rising
A breath accelerating
- You've rotten life.
- Hmm .. I ... .. kame ka
- Farm there.
A body pushed land joined by another
Violence Violence
kisses
Violence Movement
- is .... That's not what you wanted?
- No. .. I ..
- NO. All this time. You wanted me to kiss you. Right?
- Hmmm ... .. it
New kiss. Feverish. Dominant.
From sensual touching, sexual
Caresses furious
clothes falling
A body dominated body that abandons the mainstream. A movement tracking
hands that entwine inactivate
Violence
A body returned to the belly
A whisper in his ear
- I hated myself because of you. Four months. 4 months depression. To immerse myself in work to forget your words.
- I ... .. I am ..
- Farm is jin. All because you're too cowardly to take your own desires.
- Mmmm
soft murmurs against a reddened ear pleasure. Biting. Dominant body which presses the body dominated. Friction
- Mmmm
- ; Believe me. You'll pay a hundredfold
- Ahhh
An intrusion. Two. Preparation.
- Arr ... hmmm ... kam
- I'll make the violence you have given me
- Ahhh ... ahhh
Violence.
Empty
- AHHHHH
- ; Mmmm
Empty filled.
pain. Tears
- Ça fait mal ?
- Ahhh…ahhh ka…
- Chut.
A slow movement. Hugs. Caresses to soothe the body dominated. To appease his own anger.
- Ka ... ahhh ... ahhh
- So good ... mmm.
- Ahhh ... hmmm
A movement that is accelerating.
The hips are growing to better accommodate them.
Violence
Heat
Fun
- Han ... look at you
- Ahhh ... ahhh
- You come against me ... hmmm ... p'tain ... you're the pathetic jin han ...
- ....
- You're a coward ... hn ... to not take ...
- Ka kam ... mmmmm ...
- You move yourself against me .... Ahhhh ... yes. Hn is the ... ... who likes to get caught .... Eh?
A cadence that ax
an apotheosis so close
Groans which approach
- You're coming -hmmm
- Kame ...
- You want to come
A hand that holds
- Kame .. ahhh
A body that begs
- ; You want to come
- Ahhh ... I
- Say ... jin
A body that is against another, seeking its issuance
- ; ... I
- TELL the
A voice that begs
;
- Yes ...
- Yes -hmm. Yes what?
- I want .. I beg you.
- ....
- I want to come
- ....
- kame ... ... .. I want to come let me ... ahhh
A movement resumed.
Faster
More intense
- Ahhh yes ...
- Hmm ... jin
Pleasure
Issuance
Two cries
... ... ... ... ..
10:37 p.m. showers gym Private JE
Body against a wall covered with a jacket
Another that takes its business
Steps that are close to the exit
- ; I've made what I had to leave ... we
- ....
Des pas qui s’éloignent. Des larmes.
……..
Tu rentre dans ton appart grand standing
Ta petite chienne t’accueille, tu lui rends. Tu l’aime
La nuit est belle, chaude, noire. Tu la contemple.
T’es chez toi. T’es bien.
T’as une clope à la main, un verre de Château Margaux 2004-grande cuvée dans l’autre.
class what.
- pisses
The wine is bitter
... ... ..
A follow
Verdict? I hope it does not lack coherence. I'm sorry if some find it too violent Mea culpa (but hey life is not disney not eh? ^ ^)
The next part will be the point of view Jin
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